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Name: Daniel
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Saturday, September 09, 2006

To Some One That Hurt Me

You hurt me and its no surprize that when I fall you said ooo well. My hopes were high and my thoughts were all about you but when I opened up you pushed me away. What were you trying to prove what was the point of giving my love if all you were going to do was push me away. Were your feelings real was what you said true did you actaully care for me I will never know. But now your gone and theres nothing I can do to bring you back because you destroyed me. No words will take back the hurt and no thoughts will mind the heart that is long be sense broken. Will I ever be able to give my love openyl to any one again or will the thought of what you did come back to haunt me. Why must we go on in life when all around us people get hurt by the ones they love. You gave up and quiet and to my dismay said it was over you let me down and I never knew that about you. So then why did you have to say its to much stress do you know what I go through day by day. I deal with stress every time I wake up but you never heard me say I give up I can handle it. No all I said was God get me through today because with you I can conquer anything. Thats what I always said but you never knew that all you thought about was school and nothing more not even a solid relationship would help you. So in the end I walk away and to my dismay was let down by what you said. It hurts to know the one you love say to you I give up its to much stress. But in the end thats all she said and now my heart lays on the floor in tiny pieces because of the let down she caused.


When all around you people are falling to the floor and crumbling up in life. Do you follow what they do and say '' I Cant Do This.'' Or do you stand for what is right and walk on through or do you just give up because your life is to hard. If all you think is "No One Cares For Me" then your wrong in what you think. Because out there people care for you out there people know how much pain you go through. So if you say "I Dont Care" then you've already lost the fight. If all you do is complain because no one out there understands you then you've givin up on yourself. When you see your freinds give up do you say "I Give Up Too" or do you say "No I Wont Lay Down." When life trhows you a curve ball you dont give up because you cant hit it you try harder to make it count. You tell yourself " I Can Do This." Or do you just lay down your bat and walk away. If out of all this you still dont understand then your probablly some one that has crumbled up in life. If through out all of this you have never accomplished your goals and have never "Siezed The Day'' then you've lost the war and are probablly one of those people that is laying on the floor. So what do you when all is said and done do you lay down and give up or do stand and say 'I Wont Be Like You I Will Accomplish What Ever Comes My Way." The choice is up to you to decide and if it be good or bad you have to make a choice.


You try to keep me quiet consealed in a room with no way out. You think that if you dont let me out I will eventually give up. What is so important that you have to put me here alone and by myself what are you trying to hide.What do you tell yourself day to day as I lay in this room locked and closed tight. I am not staying quiet I will not be apart of your game I will break out a leave this place. But every time I try you push me back in and tell me not to move. Are you trying to protect me or are you scaried that if I leave I wont come back. Why do you keep me consealed to yourself what are you trying to prove. Every time you hold me close you lose yourself dont you see I bring you down. Dont you see the words I say dont you understand that I'm not worth it. Whats your problem whats your meaning behind your lies. I dont understand you may be I will never understand you. But what are you holding from me what dont I know I dont understand. You make me stay up at night just to ponder a simply question of whats the point in trying. I dont know what to do so let me out so I can see the world around use to tell you what is wrong..... This Makes No Sense.